Let's see, what can I say about myself? Well I'm smart, cute, I like to write, I like to think I'm cool, and well, I'm an overall nice person. I believe in love for a better way.

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I'm Lawrence.

I don't like drugs, but some of the people that do them are cool, as long as they leave me out of it for the most part.

I drink to relax, and that's only coolers of rum in very small doses.

I like music, games, writing, movies, drawing, and people asking me questions.

I am in love with love.

If only, if only
The woodpecker cries
The bark on this tree were as soft as the sky
As the wolf down below cries
So lonely, so lonely
If only, if only...


I value my life, my friends, and all the heroes who teach me things.

If you plan on getting close to me, don't leave right afterwards, because that just makes you a bitch and it hurts everybody.

Heroes: Ken Dryfhout, for teaching me so much about life and how to move on from all the shit that goes on.
All of the brave forefathers who died in WW2.
Jon Webster, for always being there at U.T.I and helping me with my problems all he can.

To the pain means the first thing you lose will be your feet, below the ankles, then your hands at the wrists, next your nose. The next thing you lose will be your left eye, followed by your right. Your ears you keep, and I'll tell you why -- so that every shriek of every child at seeing your hideousness will be yours to cherish -- every babe that weeps at your approach, every woman who cries out, "Dear God, what is that thing?" will echo in your perfect ears. That is what "to the pain" means. It means I leave you in anguish, wallowing in freakish misery forever.